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Feb 22nd, 2010

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22:45 - Shit
Well, it was a good run, however I finally FUBAR my attempt to maintain consistency. I think this is where Mr Burke would give me an F and tell me to go F myself. Hmm... no wait, I do not remember that class being that way.

Oh well... I am not going to let the mentality of this slip get to me and defeat the otherwise super purpose of coming back to this medium that I first realized so long ago. Besides, I have one whole person who is happy to see me writing again, and I would not want to let him down, no matter how drunk and sorry he could manage to be in a minute. Oh those funny Germans :D

So I think the bug is stuck where it is. I am projecting, and hoping, for no runny nose because those really bother me. It is bad enough that Boogers™ is living up to his name. Having to do it for my own self. Well, it makes me wish that I was three again. At least I think so. I really cannot remember age three very well. Add to that about 29 other years, of course. I have some mental ramblings that I started a little over a week (maybe two?) ago that I would really like to finish. There is much happiness in completing my thoughts... hmmm good thing that is not all that makes happiness or I would have very little happiness as I tend to put things off a lot.

Quick game of chess? Ug... lost again.
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[[12 comments | Train your Brain]]


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Date:Feb 23rd, 2010 04:50 (UTC)
are you talking about having to post in LJ everyday?!

I would not go that far. . .I think that might be part of the issue with your not being able to stick with it, it's all or nothing with you.

Why not say, that you want to post 4/7 days this week, and do that for a while, until it's a "habit" then add 5/7 for a while, then continue up!

Or do cheater posts like me with pics via email ;)
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Date:Feb 25th, 2010 06:23 (UTC)
Yes, about posting every day.

Okay, however that is you :p No, it is not all or nothing with me. It is a matter that my brain tends to "stuff" it, and it can be anything, including God. I am attempting to reprogram my brain. I think writing is an excellent step. This takes on a similar form that doing my assigned games each day does.

Just like quitting cold turkey, only this would be starting hot turkey? :D

Yeah, that is cheating :p
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Date:Feb 25th, 2010 12:50 (UTC)
yes it is me, but I think that is partially why you have so many issues, because if you don't post for one day then you give up (although this time you didn't) but there have been times if it breaks then you just give it up instead of giving it at chance.

email posts are nice because they have pictures, and everyone likes pictures!
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Date:Feb 27th, 2010 17:56 (UTC)
No actually I do not give up. See that is the problem you take things that happen in the past and apply it to the present as if I could not change. The point of doing it every day means that I am more likely to "catch" something stirring in the mind and let it come out so I can analyze it and ensure that it does not cause me problems down the road.

When I use to forget to play one of my games, I use to retire it instantly and just call it that. While I have been great at remembering to play them, there has been a rare time here and there that I end up picking it up next day. So, as you can see, there is hope, even for me :D
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Date:Feb 27th, 2010 22:45 (UTC)
Well I am glad to hear that things are changing, and I am sorry that I am bringing up things from the past, but that is all I know :p
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Date:Mar 1st, 2010 01:46 (UTC)
well, that is the reason you may want to get educated. :D I mean, we use to be against Germany since they were invading other countries. As this is no longer the case, they are now our "friends". So it is good to get updated :)
Date:Feb 23rd, 2010 04:58 (UTC)
I too am glad that you are writing again. :)
Speaking of writing again... my goodness, I should get to it. It's been so long since I've been on LJ I had to reset my password to leave this comment!
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Date:Feb 25th, 2010 06:24 (UTC)
Thank you very much for the comment, I appreciate it an extreme bunch!
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Date:Feb 23rd, 2010 14:32 (UTC)
I was doing research for one of my classes these past few days and happened on a picture of the theorist I was researching...and went WHOA, that sure looks like Madd!

Thorstein Veblen - http://thebsreport.files.wordpress.com/2009/07/thorstein-veblen-1.png?w=308&h=400

It is worth noting that I also had just read a bit about his life, which included a passage regarding the fact that women pursued him like crazy. :-P
[User Picture]
Date:Feb 25th, 2010 06:25 (UTC)
-lol- @ women pursued comment

Oh my dear word I look nothing like this man you speak of. Maybe if I was older and coked out :p

What is the research about?
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Date:Feb 25th, 2010 16:15 (UTC)
I had to write a paper applying the theories of Veblen to the intra-community oppression of the DEAF-WORLD. In other words, Deaf people oppressing other Deaf people.

Well, I HAD to write a theory application paper using one of three theoretical groups: Marx, Marx-Engels, or Veblen. I could choose what area to apply it to, and that's what I chose.

And dude, there are definitely times when you DID look like Veblen! Particularly with mid-length hair and the lonnnnng beard (I wonder if I still have your beard trimmings in a drawer somewhere?)
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Date:Feb 27th, 2010 18:04 (UTC)
-lol There have been times I have looked like Ashton Kutcher and other times I have looked like Tom Green and times I have looked like that guy from Deadwood :)

So you choose to write a paper on Veblen, who oppresses deaf people when he himself is deaf. What is the point of him doing that, or does he not realize that he is doing it? Some people are direct assholes while others are without realizing it.

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