God, I have let You down. I am sorry on many levels. I also have let people down, and have not been me. I am more than certain on the way I have provided my own special set of excuses and what not. I can only continue to ask for Your strength. I can continue to ask that You help give me strength where I have failed in attempting to do so. I do not like my decisions and actions, and have no one to blame for them but myself.
Please help me in the way You are best at, being my Lord, showing me the way I cannot see myself.