May 8th, 2010


Madd Isn't Well He Stayed Back in the Hotel

I am... at an extremely low point in my life. I predicted it for some time now. I do not want to talk about it, so please do not ask about it. Attempting to think you are that "special someone" because... you are that cool, a family member, or whatever, will be met with unpleasantness. I do not press this out so that people feel pity or are sorry for me (because that will just agitate and anger me). I do not put this out to keep everyone guessing, even though some will. I simply put it out, and for those who keep tabs of me in real life as well as the web, I want to save you from asking me “Is something wrong” when you, the observant ones, realize that I am not the Madd I use to be. I am being proactive for those people, who like myself, can asses something, and go, “Hmm… there is something different about that.” For those who overly think things, to a point that they worry about everything, and hear me make one of my usual off comments like, “Not having to drive safely”, “Maybe I won’t wake up from this drunk induced coma”, or “Man that dude is hot I wonder if he will have sex with me,” just keep in mind, as long as I am still wearing my Floyd shirts, you have little to worry about. As always, I am in the hands of God and my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Thank you for your understanding and cooperation. As always... I apologize for the inconvenience this is calling you.

Oh course there is no priority available for the day, and of course my portable hard drive with all of my files on it is fried. It's called Karma, Madd, suck it up and deal with it.

On a totally unrelated subject to this post, I said something I was totally and utterly wrong about. As in, "Well, you were super hungry, so I gave you my only piece of food I love more than all food, so be thankful for it." "No, Madd, you gave me the food *after* I was full and had eaten". "Oh, yes, you are correct, I had the order placed wrong, and apologize for being wrong".