December 11th, 2005


The Only Child's Sister

Madd's Log, Maddate 051210.67
-return pad
-TV time
-not ready for bed
-not ready for day: minus food
-AniCross/ds: live \ thru most day
-dating advice from sister
-JOHD entries restarted

Well... talk about a day of doing almost nothing.  Tee-hee!  I did not even get a shower.  Well... I mostly played AniCross/ds all day.  The big events, however, were me coming back to you, which, I hope I can keep up to date.  A very interesting conversation came in the form of my sister.  You know, it is strange for me, an only child, to talk about the fact I have a sister.  Someone I care for very much, and who loves me much.  Well, I had a good 30 min call, minus a minute.  It is interesting hearing her talk about how I need to get a girlfriend.  {sigh} It was really nice talking to her.  I see a lot of my younger self in her behavior.  She somehow managed to retain the fact that the 3 years of the beginning of her life, that she listened to me, and not mother or her father.  It reminds me just how much I wish I did have children, and lots of them.  I think having children is the ultimate video game.  I think that is what attracts me to games like Animal Crossing, which otherwise makes no sense the reason someone like myself would get into it.  The creation and care of something, and how that something turns out in the end due to all that was put into it.  {sigh}

Well, besides an interesting chat with my sister, this only child had something else to look forward to this day.  JOHD, I miss you much.  I think about you more than anything.  I think about how if you were complete, from 2001 on, the way it was meant, that I would just have a happier life.  There is something about being able to go back in time, and see how I was, that really fascinates me.  Of course, if it seemed as if I was a bit in hurry, it is because I had something massively important to attend to, at the end of 2400 hours!

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