June 20th, 2004


JOHD some words of wisdom

"So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her." - John 8:7

For in this day and age when I have lost many friends, who are acting childish in nature, and blame me for all the faults of the relationship... realize that I also have made thoughts onto others. While at an earlier age, nevertheless, I have done it, and am guilty.

JOHD, the rapid of friends I have lost in the last... year or so, is rather high compared to other friends I have lost, when I take a look at who it is who is lost. There is no denying that these people are lost because that is their choice. Also it is noted that I myself have done more reacting than acting (Mirror Effect™). However, it is the pride of treating others as they treat me that I have control of... so any loss is mine as it is theirs.

Ah, today is such a good day. Things are going well, and I realize something of the Lord of which I wish to thank. The life that I live is good because in general I do good towards others. While I may react to many things, very rarely is it of ill nature, and I believe that an eye for an eye and tooth for a tooth is something that God does dish out to those on this world. So I guess more than anything, since God is perfect and requires no thanks for being so, I wish to thank you, Madd Martin, since you hear it so far and inbetween, for being who you are. While with flaw... your compassion and caring for humans is something that is true and genuine. Even when doing things for the self, most times it benefits others. You are of free will and you choose to act as such. So I thank you for that.

Oh, and while You are of perfection and require no kind of boosting or shown of appriciation... I thank thee God, for all You have done for those who I care about, and also for myself.
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