Well... JOHD my friend... ah, 'tis that time once again. It is the end of the year. It is the last day of another... interesting year of life. I must say that 2003 brought about some interesting things in life. I really hope no one makes a move of this life of mine, I would not want to have to relive it any more than once. Once is enough, haha. I am at peace, I really am. I think a part deals with my two notes I left... things that stay unresolved in my mind. Unresolved issues cause so much inner tention that is difficult to remove. So... getting things out is good. Of course, JOHD, unfortunately, I shall be reliving all of 2003 yet again, when I next talk to you. I see it would be extremely difficult to get the entire year down in the span before I go to bed. The fact I screwed up and did not document about three or so months worth of my life shall not help any. Oddly enough, I feel that my move from 2 decades to 3 decades of life is really going to change such things about me. I really am confident. I really do feel that I can keep up to date like I never did before. I have confidence in my abilities. I know I can do it, even if I have to all by myself. Just remember, Madd... you completed your college education, and moved from the crazy world of Wal-Mart pay to Qwest. You can do it, I have faith in you.