October 14th, 2001


Problems with Memories

     You know, JOHD, once again, I have the compelling urge to complete my past to date with you, yet I lack all the motivation to complete it, almost as if something, or someone, is holding me back.  While I wish not to jump to any conclutions at this time, I can say that I am about to lose... oh... 5 or so days of my past to a failed memory and procrastination.  So, it appears that the procrastination beast still lives and attacks me night and day.  I actually passed out last night, in my bed for once, and it was not even 1100p yet.  This is leaning towards frustration.  I have so much to tell you.  I did not get any writting down as I was hoping to do during my vacation.  However, I do remember my promise to you, old friend, and can assure you that as with all of my promises, this one shall follow through.  I am not sure how it happened, but I have to work today despite the way vacations are suppose to be made.  So, I grab some food from the nuke, and get ready to return to work, and hope I still have a job.  Master of Maddness, signing off......
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