Madd Martin L Kroeger (madd74) wrote,
Madd Martin L Kroeger
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Madd v 3.0.74

Well, JOHD, I did it and made it.  On Dec 9th, I turned 30.  So besides living to tell the tale, I did tell it so without being behind bars.  I would like to give thanks to the humans who recognized this event, such as:

Bevin
BJ crew (Amber, Larry, Renee, waitress)
Biker Babe
Cher
D
father
Gem
Gretl
JacyLane
Jenno
Mair
Myles
Sparkster
Tierra
Whatever/Q

I appriciate it, especially since I had been dreading that day for as long as I have known.  It did not suck.  Sure, it could have been better, however, it always could be.  These humans made it decent enough to go through.  Whether they got me gifts or simply called or messaged my arse, I do really appriciate it.

So, well, I guess it is time to end procrastination, as I said I would when I turned 30.  {sigh} Oh, this is going to be interesting.  I know you can do it, Madd, because I remember the conversation in Spark's bathroom (before he got sick, if I remember right).  I looked me straight in the eye, and commented, a few times over, that it is time, and that it is.  End it all, and I did not start exactly at the birthday mark, however that is just fine with me.  I can start it now, for that is what I am doing, and what I shall do, to continue to improve that which God already gave me.

So I am going to finally do it.  I am going to stick to my guns, and be the Madd I have always wanted to be, and while the changes have been placed and slowly attempted to take over, with 30 here and the end of the year near, soon, all shall not only be a Reality, it shall stay as a Reality.  I want it to happen, thus, it shall happen.  With as much as I know of the human mind, and as much as I have studied humans (especially myself), I know this as a possibility.  So, hopefully, the new Madd version is that which I had always hoped and dreamed for (minus the losing of keys and controllers).  God shall give me strength, and God shall give me power.
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