One second away. That was all... and a plane ride back from New York on Sept 10th, 2001, a Monday. Hmm... pretty lucky for one who believes not in luck. Or maybe it is something else. A child that is not mine... friends close to gone who are not. I would say... some one is looking out after me, or better yet, some One. I thank thee for the look out. I guess I take many things for granted. Every time a person turns on me, I think it is shown more and more just how much I do so. So I thank thee now. Many bad things could have happened in my life that would make my life absolutely horrid to live. I would be like all of them. The people that do nothing more than bitch about their life. Their job (which is never as bad as advertised), and their relationships (that could go many times worse, and for the most part are bad due to something they did in the first place), their finances (that could easily be them living with no house, car, or food even though they are not), their... everything.
God, You have blessed and looked out after me. While strange, some times bizzare things, have happened in my life, and in the past I have gotten miffed, if not more about it, there is so much more that could have happened, or that I avoided, or... well. Just so much. Thank you, Lord, for the guidance. I know some of the life lessons have been... extrmely difficult. I know I still live an off life that can easily be changed in many ways, and I have far to go. Luckily, even when the closest of friends could abandon me, I know that You (and Floyd) shall always be there, to take care of me. I am thankful for that, and I am thankful for You